There is truth to the phrase "it must get worse before it gets better"
today was incredibly difficult, and I have a lot to think about on all fronts.
the business meeting was ridiculous, and hurtful, and unnecessarily so.
being back on campus is weird.
it was nice to meet alums, and nice to see my friends (even if it was only for 5 minutes)
i am also reminded of why i spent so much time unhappy for so long at macon.
there are some people i wouldn't mind never seeing again, and a few that i hate to leave.
it is clear to me what I need to do from this point forward.
i need to stop.
stop giving to people who don't care. stop ignoring the fact that i do indeed have an opinion.
stop waiting for others, and move forward on my own. stop committing to only a few people, and expand my social network.
i need to learn how to keep in touch.
you can give without loving, but you can never love without giving.
the question is, can I love well enough to see all of these challenges through to the end?
the hardest day. seriously.
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